Fertility treatments

I'am on day two of my fertility treatments. I started them yesterday which was 04/13/2010. So far the only side effects I have had are some cramps. My doctor did tell me that this could happen so I wasn't worried when they started. I do not know if these treatments will do anything or not but it is so worth the effort of trying them. I will do anything to be a mommy again, its just a matter if God thinks that I'am ready to be a mother. I sure hope he does. I just don't understand why he would make it so difficult to conceive now, but when I was younger I was finding myself pregnant when I wasn't quite ready. I do not think that my kids were ever a mistake or an accident. I love them with all my heart and I wish that they were still with me now. But now that my husband and I are old enough and stable enough we are told "NO!" Maybe these treatments will be a "YES!" All I know is that I'am so ready to bring another child into this world and give that child the best life it could ever want!